Misfortunes that Never Ended

I was born in a wealthy family as the second daughter of 6 siblings. The eldest brother was premature and died at birth. My oldest sister became the first child and she was treated like a “princess”. And the brother who was born one year before me was the cherished son and was treated like a “prince”. I was in the middle of “the princess” and “prince” and have no memory of being adored or loved, and soon realized that “I am nobody in this family”.

When I was 5 years old, my father had a car accident and died. After that, my life of misfortune started. I was staggering from my sense of loss and sorrow from my father’s death. Before I recovered from this pain, my mother remarried and I began another life with a step-father. They only acknowledged my existence when I was baby-sitting my younger brothers and sisters. When I was in junior high school, I was diagnosed with an autonomic nerve disorder. But this illness did not change the poor treatment I received from my parents. As a result, I hated my mother and step-father.

After that, I had a series of bad experiences as follows:

– I fell into serious debt.
– My family broke up
– My aunt was diagnosed with a debilitating disease and I had to take care of her.
– My childhood friend attempted suicide
– Someone I worked with started stalking me
– My mother started asking me for money.

In search for salvation

My mother recommended me for an arranged marriage. I then got married and had a baby. I felt happiness finally came to me but it lasted only a very short time. My husband had an affair, which devastated me. I tried to commit suicide, but failed. I decided to live for my child, but still I had urges to kill or abandon the child. My moods were erratic, and I never felt at peace.

I was desperate to escape from this negative spiral, and I turned to religion and earnestly followed the guidance of spiritual teaching for 11 years. As a result, I had miraculous experiences related to physical health, but the wounds in my heart never healed. And my hatred toward my parents and my husband kept my relationships from getting any better. And one day, I encountered Miross.

The change was instant with Miross

“Why do I have to have this miserable life?” Miross provided clear answers to this question. And before I knew it, I was out of this “negative spiral”. I learned that the idea “I am nothing” was the product of a low sense of self-esteem and self-denial, which happed because I compared myself with my siblings unnecessarily. When we have a sense of self-denial in our sub-conscious, this creates a reality that makes us feel “self-denial” because it reflects on external world. This is how this physical world operates.

Because I did not know such a mechanism, I was not aware that I practiced “self-denial” and felt it more and more. That reaction kept producing phenomena that I did not want to see. And this negative cycle kept repeating itself. In other words, I input this “self-denial” and it was output (as appeared outside). And I react to it (another input) and another output. It was this repetition and every time it was reflected outwards, it was amplified.

The Difference between a Religious Practice and Miross

After learning the trap of this world through Miross system, my life that was full of misfortune was instantly transformed .When I was involved in religious practices, I was taught that we have sins passed down from our ancestors. I understood this and relied on God and asked for His help in resolving karma. Miross is not about revering or praying for things, and it is not about having someone do something for others. Miross is about “knowing the true self”. Once I was able to do that, my pain disappeared instantly, and my life full of misery was completed transformed. Miross is an extraordinary “new dimensional thought technology”.

I learned that my troubles were simply illusions that I had created by myself. When I realized that, all of my pain disappeared and I was free of the negative emotions of suffering, sorrow, and hatred.

After that, I was able to live every day with a sense of gratitude toward my husband, my mother, and my family. Now I am living a life filled with laughter and a sense of peace. I am full of joy and gratitude in learning to rely on myself for my own happiness,.
Because of this, I can say that “I am happy now!” from the bottom of my heart.